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Sunday, November 25, 2018

Pure Pleasure & December to September & Subsequent to the Backend








Pure Pleasure

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December to September

&

Subsequent to the Backend







Pure pleasure

1.
They expressed an overall hedonic evaluation
Spread out under the broadening branches
Clearly the wind was wonderful
As tethers flexed
We emerged from a musty pocketbook
Along with a satisfying lunch
Boredom, like Christmas lights in July
Exuded a superfluous and overlooked brilliance

They are bad birds, and roost in the palace
Unraveling our nests twig by strand
Puffing on a pen, earpiece whispering pornography,
He approached the students on the steps
In the name of security, a penalty of lashes 
Perhaps exile to an underwater Jerusalem
The sea staggers the ancient skyscrapers
Sepulchres likewise flooded with emoluments
Leveling up until no air
No dirt no ruddy fat peasant faces squeezed into skinny jeans or presidential jackets

But everything is fine, a dust of ignorable toxicity
When graphed appropriately, with supplemental contrasts
All that is left to do is to go on living
It's ignoble, yes, but not necessarily a lie
As my tailor said, the shorter the horizon, the higher the hemline 
He speaks well, for an infidel
But holds his license dear
Papers please
For my next vacation, some hell hole of suffering that revolves around me
It's time to evolve! With light splashing
To get started just dig a deep hole and scurry on in

2.
Middle-aged and fit, they wade through a turquoise sea
The sun and the salt relax
The sexual grin and the laugh
Against the featureless horizon
Creatures that would drown or be devoured
Should the jellyfish mass 
Or even a thyroid-swelled wave
But they do deserve it, the balance of vacation
Light surf on a green key
Behind which attend overdressed natives 
All bets are off
When they repeal everything 

Removed by an act of god
Without popular rebellion
Diabetic eels in syrup writhe
His brother always the popular one
They called troubled, wanting to sell out everything 
Watch them catch them unawares 
Lunches packed, the intelligence community 
Debate free will and sovereignty,  theodicy
And predestinatory grace. It is always now
For the people that the people suffer
And the suitcases are stuffed 
Not in some island haven - 
But here on earth, where we shovel it into your pocket, each and every

We are the lucky ones
Who survive innovation 
Protected by the rule of law, our founder 
Leaves bandits misguided, no real threat when lead astray
There is no danger at all today
Perfectly fitted clips for the incisors 
Offer up an electric zing
The founder is pleased as we bite off his praise
Requited with recondite chewing
Playing hard within lush window coverings
The neighbours suspecting nothing

3.
Involving considerable technical difficulty,
As in the relations between the sexes
He was discharged to facility type 11
Identified as death. Find himself alone among
A forest of cabling and zipties
Unable to move, the patient experienced 
The sensational elation 
Of the powerless and disinterested spectator

Was it never more than this 
Was activity ever both possible and free from anxiety
Even joyous, even weak as a simple song
They put their hearts into the work so entirely
That the pleasure they derived from it could be seen even in their eyes
The dappled, the chestnut, and the bay
Flicking them with the whip to show he was pleased with them

Having afforded them this pleasure 
He relaxed into the mire
It's always a pleasure to drink tea or have a bite to eat
With a bureaucrat who's served his country well
Requiring no motivation greater than
A desk to sleep under, pensionable days
and a series of small tasks accomplishable before perishing
And now, the police have found the getaway 
It’s time to fly and say bye bye
Hasn't it been delightful 













December to September

Dec.  12 2017

No fish burps –
The undesirable or merely useless
or even innocent among us
reproduce to intervene
double down to get between
fraught with danger,
I baked it myself (because)
in the palace of self-importance
is how we keep going on
frosted blue
nose like a snowcone sloshing
saying with all sincerity, to a stranger,
“happy birthday”, and having it received
by heart – the Christian way (metaphysically)
beneath the sweet and oily
is something I learned today.

Being by nature an ectomorph
the joyous belly juggles fantastical
merely
a negotiation of evisceration, dialectical end-state
of the clockmaker
refusal disallowed by metabolism
and if I share it with you
debt slavery rules until forever

Dec. 21 

it’s been that many days
since the free play of possibility
drizzled until sum sum sum
somebody smells blood
& guts for a chaser – we look into the stone
to look into the dinosaur
we made a serious impression of the comedian
look ma, no pants – that’s my boy
but only half of him is subsidized
or a single part – words would be
continuously beginning to delimit without
an end on the vertiginous horizon –
ears on a dutchman, oily boiling
the jews away (gave them part
of the potatoes) and avoided the shelling
in the east indies, where
Timor mortis passed over a young farmhand
it catches up – eventually a yarn
before bedtime - contagious

or ceratopsian, the useful but decorative thrills
marking the species, consistency
of pudding, it’s family history

Jan. 4 2018

with no disturbing ticking – needing some single
thing to fixate the attention
her bored eyes concealed an appeal
when come stormy distractions
best friends must part – legs, leverage
cantilever, canter, buried tales
polyphony, my boyfriend’s back, sugared
before inkling, traumatized by tire
ironic comments intimidated the lion
and the leastie of the beasties
I remember morbidly seeking the finite
before we met, and the future
was a boring blue – now it’s
numbers and provocateurs, trolls
catching billy goats – if only the evenings
were forevers

Jan. 9

on the underside, a wrapper
inside a wrapper, sex
a lamp without heat
tucked inside a new knitted bonnet
the emission horizon
send money
home

the conflict comes from not thinking about conflict
otherwise, to be polite, I’ll fight
in a frilly fantasy
& microwaved egg
all necessary equipment for embarrassment
there’s no other certainty
in my estimation
in this life

reduction to
sum sum sum
and what you can put into you
that’d be nice, on a cold day
send the package, USA
in this line
hard men wandering

Jan. 12

From China it came – self-reliance!
I think I’ll stay, said
No self-respecting spinner, when the circus comes to town
Despite some regrettable limitations
solidarity was artfully embodied
in the texture of the rug
there is more than one immigrant garden
always and forever
with strawberries and slugs
equally plump
how we learned to eat and what
and who deserved to share
future captains, colleagues, comrades
wherever you imagine yourself
you are imagined

Jan. 13

Dismantling the apparatus
and then the house comes down
becoming fresh experts in something or another, demanding accountability
or the starry thrown
and awaiting it, forgetting all demands
to smash everything
there’s salt on the deck
and a line in your hand
& promises to trap in the sail
tricks for kicks
factor substitutability
cronies rent
or a simple helping hand, a word
a word when needed
from a disinterested and neutral party
who loves you
as herself, or the world

April 24 - Dad at 70

the spaces of the work
the dark room – the office
envelopes develop into offspring
his characteristic confinement
after delving out or into the world

like and unlike they compare
stuffed llamas and their stripes
jenkins, the molecular butler, or some forces unnameable
partitions the rivers

and there are two – him and you
then, and later
both sides collapse in argument
product or experience
up late working – hanging out in parallel –
rising early, for the son.

July 3

Those early figures
inaccurately sketched
become outliers
in dry concrete
pre-resignation never appeals as a solution
to big bad wolves
every chance they get, they get you
or die huffing

never forget, saving means
pay for it your own damn self
our benefits are
cheetos
and evenings to ourselves

end couch slavery
vanquish compassion with glory
lazy bones and lazy eyes slowly roll
cross a country
open for business
and even if you don’t really belong
and always wanted to be a ballerina
we’ll trade with you
we’ll fit you in

evidence is mounting
like a pyramid of whipped cream
the cherry on top
understands nothing
to be a success takes
more than it ever gives

July 22 – Property

The lawnmower
divebombs
so slowly

Tigers sidestep their wake

A girl yearns to overstep
the porch’s edge

the mortar dust the wind whisks

sun baking the paint
in my garden
somebody else’s flowers
in my yard throng
the weeds of the world

July 23

an airplane’s flashing
sighted between
chimney and
drifting cloud
becoming
now saturated
to blanket
trickling down
on dogs padding silently
while owners drag their
flip-flopping feet
in no hurry
to complete
the day’s last
excercise
an observation
from within
the world


He needs to talk about it to understand
what we can’t afford, and when
the danger lies, it’s an interesting policy question
the types of negotiation, and handle on conventions
including wisdom by subscription, written by anonymous
graduates of prestigious institutions
you should earn more
lest ever your poverty embarrass the block
or the bank refuse and disown you to the state
magistrate or the bugs who moved in here
a long time ago, on a purchase plan

July 26

primitive in their outlook
yet religion escapes the criticism of the sharpened mind
emotional furniture needing re-arranging
custom standard across the trades
demanding perfection, or propriety, in all things
as forests burn, less than a daytrip away
the humble punchcard – standard pattern
the same conversation we just had floats
across backyards in the invisible air -
the very replicability
and ubiquity of the factory – the three bones
in my hand worth savoring
Aug. 3

so, you finally managed a prolonged thought
it’s getting harder, I’ll admit it
 agreeing to a conventional banality in conversation
instead of grunts – we are nasty people because
we get what we want  disappointment breeds
manners  she knocked once before intruding on
the sabbat    the stuffing of dreams

Aug. 9

the best of the world’s best books cry mutiny
but fettering the indignation – his brother a fiction
it was revealed to titillation and dismay
amidst the confusion power to execute
held clarity, but to alleviate pain
black kettle no man dared brew
notwithstanding the monthly dews are extracted biennially
& compounded into a pill taken with rain
so the venom of discipline instills itself silently
& kisses of the state sedate the broken bodies

Aug.13 - elegy #3 circa Bill Corbett

Asymptotics make my head hurt
more customized babble to make you compromised
he is approaching his limit
a hairdresser slightly off balance
with shears to last a thousand years
you’ve got the wrong celebrity, but a
reasonably accurate performance of vicarious sympathy
that is, feelings so removed
it was totally unlike The Day Lady Died
and utterly likeable in its derangement
I am speaking, of course, of Nazi twitter
just like everyone else,they are
coming to terms with sugary fate
I stopped drinking it when my dad died
not my real dad, he stopped years before
and it’s the heart that hurts more than the tongue
when the old language tricks come so easy
everyone’s bored by the insincerity
but not quite bored to death


up-rent
to be unreliable
serpents chirping
all night long
chained to the female
as if gender followed tracks
those who want to be loved
sometimes are
it was before
his purple robe
he hunches under

Aug. 17

“descendent of noble Baz”
the joke is he was
a dog – irony of his reign
lightly splattered among giacondas
bookmarking the territory
to invade what we can’t afford

Aug. 26

but the cost of landscaping
is sandwiches all year long

he was unlike thousands I’ve known
there’s no irony after all
in the uniqueness of a well-thumbed man
it rises from the bottom of the lake
the past, a cancelled prototype
but the opening invites youth

a puzzle to solve for the finality of it
the explication of the artifact
its reconstruction context, the emergence of pirates
fisherman’s plight, declarer of unfitness dead
and violent clenching tremors in the head
problems are solved according type; those of society
are insoluble except in spirits


Sept. 18

what would we have been able to do
had we not done what we did

the bank gets paid and we occupy an asset
the dead poets are not tragic, neither are we

capable citizens, alive at the right time
fight time, or flight time, or nap time

the maze of a life time
unyielding to expertise

7 ... 8 ... germinate
in pockets available & of  your own choosing


Sept. 20

or 5 ... 6 ... kick the pricks
willing against the way

but often, I soften
clogging the airways

to end up a haze – at the utmost sphere
mere atmosphere

the pretty rhyme was delicate
the ring still fit

Sept. 23

heat makes the oven creak
time at home feels strange

at this age, in a brief childless window through which
descry new lawn, garden yet to be planted
yard not yet truly our own

stirred every four minutes
collapse into the technical

the cleaning, the patching
the paying of the bills,
the running of the models
the arithmetic
the enumeration
the provisioning

not to mention negotatiation

a burden that follows, like a shadow
wherever, whatever

Sept. 28

snuffle snuffle oil of truffle
houseplants tear up for boys who lose

hanging’s not as pretty as
locked into a closet with teenage memorabilia

the sheerest expressive manliness of America
buckets of blood and muslin

& the letters home, helpless inarticulate acquiescence
vanished like limbs taken by the surgeon
                 
disappointment of a near miss vs. understanding
life as the stable periphery

not punishment for your evil ways, but
waiting for the bus on a stormy day
and wetting your pants, perhaps out of fear
just like everybody else.















Subsequent to the Backend


Miasma

He broke in, shouting
death to all invaders
and those hospitable
let them in to sojourn, not to dwell
& to hell with your optics
& the cameras showed everything
exactly as it happened

I heard a voice one day
which filled my head, saying
“they want you dead”
and that was my conversion
solidarity won’t float
& we’re beyond conversation
I’ve got nothing
and it’s all their fault

It rained and each day the men
looked a little more wolfish
& the crowds a little more like rats
the moon may have contributed pollution
embassies, sanctuaries
and the backyard fences
could not check its spread
through the air & the imagination




Dreck

Out of the padlocked tomb
return the fatal delusions
“dead thoughts live new and oddly bodied
things have learned to walk that ought to crawl”
some find it nourishing
nutty in flavour & tone
“my kids have a nice life, you know
what I mean? my house is nice – but I’m fuckin’ poor!”
if you’re not safe in the grocery store
rally behind me, businessmen
for I shit silver bullets


Probe

Fed hideous morsels by soulless abstractions that should not exist
Well, when many vespers pollinate
Cometh MS-13, and the quite dead, but infested
city – yas girl, but how, exactly, did  you
escape from the insectoid cocoon
& stumble home? I’m just trying to understand
what you were wearing – the slacks were
written off as depreciation – a fair assessment
of their worth – ask Forbes if you don’t
believe the cashier, & throw the temps under the truck
this feels more like a rape time grape vine than a hate crime
if you’re not safe in the grocery store
we’re going line by line through your false flag semaphore
left the van in the swamp, where the gator-headed gods
reconnoitered the offering – we’ll find the
answers we want in the CAGR or kegger - and if it stinks, it’ll
still look like it feels – good.



Ways and Means

Entering through some marine conspiracy
unreached by revenue officers and harbour police
eloquently repudiated by the great mass of Syrians
to find if possible a way to round them up

Huzzahs echoing in their gutta-percha skulls
prosthetic arms jerking skyward
The crowd broke into the auditorium, smashing the benches
& compelling an alteration of the playbill

The spice of pepper spray remained outside
Inside the defender of free societies
praised decency and goodness, humans moving
humans in humane graveyards of discarded

authenticities. He planned to make plans
but various people talking behind the scenes
flipped a coin on its edge
defeating polling with dark energy.

Astrologers affirmed the existence of cilia
straightening rigidly, eternally linking
us and our erstwhile “friends”
the algebra understood by a small cabal

who worked 120 hours and bonkers went, slightly
taking medication nightly, amidst
accusations of sexual impropriety
not biodegradable, but sustainable, plastic bricks

engineering the atmosphere may seem queer
but it’s the 22nd century, and we’re
hotter than a Saudi whore, & more
fucked (& it’s cheaper than an election)

whatever you think of the orgies
remember, gunpowder and sabbats
are equally systematic means
of the will – that’s the conjuror’s syllogism

she was the greatest _______ of all time
pathetic arms jerking skyward
longer than her legs, black-furred &
heaving her cannibal bone, become tool




Blastoff

Perk up prick out not in my back yard
buzz off stick out not in my top drawer
stick up suck off not in my junk house
feel of sniff out not in my wheel well
call the developers move the hospital to mars
grow op grown up more weeds than people
soy’s no better who feeds the bums
small time space tomatoes
a billionaire cares for hydroponic people
with cheeks spanking red & plump
in 5 ... 4 ... 3 ... 2 ... 1 ... jump!




Pinch

Sit down – you are an enemy
of the people –
just sit down.
He’s ticklish, when his guard is down
capable of humour, or at least a punchline
when the investigation demands some sleight-of-hand
the institutional barometer – a fiction – rigged
you may feel the roaming fingers
in municipalities, principalities, dominions
schools and cafés, gatherings of four (or more)
in every industry and garnished transaction
licensing communications, privacy a joke
Look to your left and to your right; two
of these things will soon be disappearing.
He may not reach your soul you say
But he’s got to theirs – & that’s enough.



Prop

Position. There is a man behind that cardboard cutout
Every possible precaution has been taken
to make this rash experiment a success
soul for lawn, plywood and potash
Old Europe lined up at the Oxygen bar
an offence against decency, law, and your person
the triumphant return and procession
of American pragmatism along the open-ended trajectory
as California burns, above and below the line
certain ceremonies observed by sailors of all countries
& slaves in the floating factories
fillet the opportunity
into hyperbolas made of tiny bones
radiating outward from the site of the impact
against which we all shall unite
one day out of sight –
“All white, Barbicane, all white.”